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Monday, March 24, 2014

Here's Some Friendly Advice

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Hi everyone welcome to another random Monday blog post. Ill try to keep this short and sweet since my planet needs me. Friend is a term that gets thrown around  and mistakenly used in cases where acquaintance would be better suited. A real friend is far and few apart and should be cherished accordingly as they not only improve your surrounding but your overall life in general. Last  Monday I talked about changes I would be making in my life  after my near death experience. Soon you will be introduced to my newest friend Tigger, but that is for another time. I almost lost a very near and dear friend to my heart because of some oversights on my part. Word of advice people never get complacent and take real friends for granted cause you don't always get a second chance to fix your mistakes in life. One of the worst feelings to experience is regret and having to live with that as a painful reminder is that much worse.



Be sure to cherish your true friends and keep the lines of communication open so you can have a long and fruitful relationship to carry you through the years. Plus who knows you just might need a true friend to save you from a bad situation one day or vice versa.


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Tuesday, March 18, 2014

So Yeah I Almost Died

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Whats good y'all? We back in this for another random Monday blog. We sorta messed up and didn't give you guys a Friday video game review and for that I wanna say i'm sorry. If you were paying attention recently on the Monday blog last week you would have seen that I was feeling a bit ill. Well that escalated quickly into me running a seriously high fever and hallucinating. This further escalated into me being rushed to the hospital in the wee hours of the night by my parents who drove a hour and a half journey to get me there for fear of my life. So anyways made a decent recovery under my mother's ever watchful eye over the course of the week and as such am now well enough to be writing up this random Monday blog-post. For those that don't know I live away from my family on my own in the city. Been a big boy for the past 2 or 3 years trying to start my life and make ends meet; hooray for financial freedom and shackles all at the same time. Anywhore there are a changes that must be done to avoid an immediate recurrence of such and safeguard my body. So lets do this!!!


Ok so added to the fact that I already have a somewhat weak immune system there will be much taking of Centrum to get my vitamin swag on. Add to that the fact that I am working seven days a week almost every week, balancing two jobs, while maintaining this blog and its Facebook page while somehow doing an online course my body could endure no longer. So will be trying to cut back a bit on the work load and try to take the occasional weekend off to rest up and rejuvenate a bit. Also I have decided I need more active enjoyment in my life so I will be making a conscious effort to get out more and have decided to adopt a kitten from the animal shelter. Another change I hope to make but i'm still up in the air about is to start exercising again but due to time constraints i'm not entirely sure where to fit that in. All in all I think that's about it as far as I can think for now so i'm gonna end this blog here and get back to drinking this Chicken Soup my mom made for me to get better. Later days...


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Monday, December 16, 2013

Hello Old Friend; I've Missed You

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-sniff sniff- Oh my freaking god, its been ages guys. It's like tears of joy running over, so much and so little has happened all at the same time. Eminem released the Marshall Mathers LP 2 single-handedly saving Rap music, Miley Cyrus is still relevant, Beyonce dropped a new album in secret, Brian from family guy got killed off and brought back, Tessanne Chin won The Voice, Paul Walker the actor died, etc, etc, etc. Its been quite the last 2-3 months without my beloved PC i must say. We lay to rest the beloved and faithful Xenos 3.0 as we move on to bigger and better builds. As with all things in life where there is death there is also life; count yourself lucky to bear witness to the rise of Dark Xenos.


This is my PC; there might be many like it but this one is special because it is mine. This build has been 2 years in the making and I am happy that I could finally make it a reality. Fully complete and operational  comprising of 2 years of Black Friday shopping and saving. Feel free to checkout the un-boxing videos uploaded to our YouTube channel to see the full breakdown of everything from last year and this year.


In other news I am also entering a contest to try and win an Xbox One for my Christmas/B-Day present courtesy of Pizza Hut Jamaica. For those that don't know my actual birthday is on the 18th of December so this would really be a great way for me to round out 2013 with a bang. If I manage to win this it could mean good exposure for my blog not to mention also provide me with an additional console on which I can review games for the blog. So i'm begging and a pleading for your help to win this contest. All I need you to do is visit this link (https://apps.agorapulse.com/go/6397/16876/542965) preferably on a PC and like the Pizza Hut Jamaica page and then vote for my picture. Once you like their page the page should refresh or you can refresh it yourself and my picture should show up and then you can click the vote button. Thanks a lot for your help and support in advance. Here's hoping I win.


In closing I am working hard to get the blog back up and running and jump back into my video game reviews and gameplays with commentary. Since I now have a working computer again I plan on closing out the year as always with the top ten games list we normally do. On top of that I also have the yearly blog redesign to get cracking on as well to ring in the New Year right. I also will start streaming more often on our twitch.tv channel so we can have more interactivity and feedback from the people that grace my various social media outlets. I am aiming to do a weekly stream on Saturday's but also I will stream randomly during the week if I have the time. Primarily this will be maybe when I do my game reviews so you will get to further share in the experience. I think that sums up everything of importance to do with our blog so stay tuned for all that to close out the year and start 2014 with a bang. Did a few test streams so far so feel free to go follow my twitch channel and check out the video archives if you like. As always this is your friendly neighborhood gamer Zalgo_Cometh signing off and as always; keep on gaming...



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Monday, September 2, 2013

Time To Do Something For Me

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Well small blog update today as this is the first week I have had anytime to myself since my boss is back from vacation. Finally some me time. Just in the nick of time too as its about that time of year when I treat myself for all the hard work and responsible behaviour I have been doing. First treat for myself was after securing my first job at a corporation and I bought myself a PS3 and oh how I love it so. It has served me well and gotten me through some real bad times over the year plus that it has been a part of my family. 


Then last year Black Friday in November I bought myself a PSVITA as another inclusion to the Rion family of gaming. Which as of writing this has brought me many hours upon hours of sheer bliss and convenience having portable gaming at my fingertips. It has come in handy and saved me from many a boring outings and never leaves my side once I venture out into the great unknown called the outdoors away from the safety of my gaming sanctuary. The world can be a pretty fucked up place but having a PSVITA makes it so much better ^_^.


So this year with Black Friday looming and around the corner I figure it's high time I built a new PC. Enter step one of a 10 step project that will culminate on my birthday in December that I have dubbed Project Isis. Granted this project will be long and arduous fraught with many a challenges and stress but  hopefully it will be the push towards happiness I need to make it through the rest of this year. In any case my current machine code named Xenos was birthed into this world in 2007 and since then we have come a long way and fought many battles to keep it up and running from bad parts to acts of God in the form of lightning bolts. Hopefully all goes according to plan and I will be able to make this dream of happiness a reality and be able to keep doing all the things I love doing. Anywhore that's all I gots for you today so all the best to you in your endeavours as well and just do you and enjoy life...




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Monday, April 1, 2013

How Do You Cope?

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Its Monday and we all know Mondays suck and is ideally the saddest day of the week. My blog hopefully has been something most people look forward to on a Monday. Today we are gonna be talking about a touchy topic that kinda came up on me today cause initially hadn't planned on writing about it. A friend of mine that I used to be pretty close with lost someone close to them and personally not having dealt with something of that nature it dawned upon me that if I felt this bad about not knowing what to say or how to comfort them others out there might feel the same. So I figured I would make this blog-post and maybe help someone reading this or get some advice from y'all on the topic. Doubtful that they will see this but maybe they will feel compelled to read my blog for old times sake and me talking to them or anyone who lost someone like this will help them with what they are feeling. So today we are talking about coping with the loss of a loved one...


The death of a loved one is an event that all of us is likely to experience during our lifetimes, often on numerous occasions. Whilst lives are often transformed by such loss, it does not necessarily need to be for the worse in the long term. Dealing effectively and positively with grief caused by such a loss is central to your recovery process and your ability to continue with and fulfill your own life for the better. Grief is a natural response to loss. It’s the emotional suffering you feel when something or someone you love is taken away. The more significant the loss, the more intense the grief will be. You may associate grief with the death of a loved one—which is often the cause of the most intense type of grief—but any loss can cause grief. Grieving is a personal and highly individual experience. How you grieve depends on many factors, including your personality and coping style, your life experience, your faith, and the nature of the loss. The grieving process takes time. Healing happens gradually; it can’t be forced or hurried – and there is no “normal” timetable for grieving. Grief is about more than your feelings—it will show up in how you think as well. Physical responses are also to be expected. You may experience tightness in your throat, heaviness across your chest, or pain around your heart.


The five stages of grief:
Denial: “This can’t be happening to me.”
Anger: “Why is this happening? Who is to blame?”
Depression: “I’m too sad to do anything.”
Bargaining: “Make this not happen, and in return I will ____.”
Acceptance: “I’m at peace with what happened.”

Even though every individual grieves in their own way studies have show there is a baseline view of how grief occurs. In 1969, psychiatrist Elisabeth Kübler-Ross introduced what became known as the “five stages of grief.” These stages of grief were based on her studies of the feelings of patients facing terminal illness, but many people have generalized them to other types of negative life changes and losses, such as the death of a loved one or a break-up. You are your own person, with your own personality, your own life experiences, your own relationship with the one who died, and your own understanding of life and death. So you should not expect a "one-size-fits-all grief" that will suit you. You’re too unique for that. Despite your individual uniqueness, you’ll probably discover an overall pattern to your grief as it progresses.  In time there comes a slowly growing acceptance of what has happened, but it’s not necessarily a happy acceptance and that is something you have to come to terms with. As a preemptive strike to your grief try to live your life so you have minimal regrets as it helps with the grief when you can look back and regret nothing. Make the most of all opportunities and leave nothing unsaid because you never know what could happen in an instant.


For those out there in a similar situation like me where you don't exactly know how to help someone going through the loss of a loved one or some other grief in general here is some advice from what I researched. The fear of making things worse may encourage you to do nothing, but you do not wish to appear to be uncaring. Remember that it is better to try to do something, inadequate as you may feel, than to do nothing at all. Don't attempt to sooth or stifle the emotions of the griever. Tears and anger are an important part of the healing process. Grief is not a sign of weakness. It is the result of a strong relationship and deserves the honor of strong emotion. When supporting someone in their grief the most important thing is to simply listen. Grief is a very confusing process, expressions of logic are lost on the griever. The question "tell me how you are feeling" followed by a patient and attentive ear will seem like a major blessing to the grief stricken. Be present, show that you care, listen. Your desire is to assist your friend down the path of healing. They will find their own way down that path, but they need a helping hand, an assurance that they are not entirely alone on their journey. It does not matter that you do not understand the details, your presence is enough. Funny enough after I did this research a friend told me that all that is required of me is to be a friend so this is me being a friend. Hopefully it helps my friend, your friend or you yourself the reader. Until next time...


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Monday, March 18, 2013

Time Will Tell

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Well its another Monday but we are  gonna be lazy today since we had a rough day at work and an appointment to go to in the morning. So today i'm going share another bit of a story I wrote a while back. As customary if you are interested enough just say so in the comments and I will post the rest of the story. On  a side note another reason today is a lazy blog day is cause i'm currently trying to plan an interview segment to cover a major event that is going to be happening here in Jamaica on the 27th of April so you can look forward to that blog-post next week. So please do leave your feedback on this little piece of myself that I wrote called "Time Will Tell"...


It was an ordinary day; most people would be bored with an ordinary day, but not her and definitely not him. It was a sunny, Saturday afternoon; the smell of freshly cut grass remained lingering in the air, as the sound of children playing echoed across the park. Only to be overshadowed by the occasional joyful rejoicing of proud parents watching their children play in the weekly scheduled soccer match. He sat there on his bench staring at her from underneath the rim of his baseball cap; he imagined what it would be like just for one chance. Just to smell the essence of her body, feel the warmth of her skin pressed up against his, to run his fingers through her silky smooth hair; he quickly snapped back to reality.
This was the weekly ritual of Orlando James and Maria Espinoza; a teacher at Mayfield Elementary deep in the heart of American suburbia and a single mom cheering on her child at his weekly soccer match. Orlando was a graduate from Howard State University, with a B.A. in Teaching and a Minor in Sports, while Maria was a single mother with a mysterious allure that needed no explanation. She was respected by few and envied by many, but that was of no consequence to her as her main source of pride and joy was right in front of her playing soccer on the field with his friends.
Orlando had a pretty rough childhood growing up; his parents died in a tragic plane crash over the Pacific Ocean; he was too young to even remember their faces, and only found out many years later while pursuing his degree. He was lucky that his mother’s sister, Susan, took him in and cared for him as her own; somehow Susan felt responsible for what had happened and gave her all for Orlando. Growing up he had all a boy could ever want and much more; she pampered and smothered him with affection and attention. Some would say he even loved her more than he would his own mother; but towards the end of high school he felt like something was still missing, and against Susan’s wishes, decided to become a teacher and dedicate his life to educating and cultivating young minds.
He spent the next four years developing his mind and his body, to begin his journey into defining his own life and becoming the type of man his parents would have wanted him to be. He grew into a handsome young man; fair complexion, light blue eyes, dark brown hair, 5’ 10’, toned athletic body, always neatly shaved and trimmed topped off with a smile that could brighten the gloomiest of days. Orlando was the newest member on staff and in the community, but everyone quickly grew to accept and admire his presence of character. He was the type of man that young or old, you felt a certain sense of admiration for him, from his flawless smile to his piercing blue eyes he was truly a sight to behold.
As Orlando sat there nonchalantly alternating between coaching the Little League soccer match and admiring the woman of his dreams, his stupor is interrupted by the sound of the whistle blowing, signaling the end of the game. Orlando quickly comes out of his daze and goes about his duties; he goes over and shakes the hand of the opposing team’s Coach and gives him a pat on the back for a game well played. He walks away with his trademark smile feeling quite pleased because his team had won four goals to two. He walks over to his team and hoist one particular young lad up on his shoulders, and leads off with the other players a rousing cheer of hip-hip hooray. Orlando turns around to see Maria standing and clapping as he takes Enrique off his shoulders and he runs over to the bleachers and embraces Maria.
He walks over and has a brief word with her.
“Good day Miss Espinoza; quite the little soccer star you have on your hands,” said Orlando as he pat Enrique on his head ruffling up his hair.
“He gets it from his father.” Maria replied modestly whilst brushing back a lock of her raven colored hair. “God rest his soul;” she sighed silently and pulled little Enrique in closer. Maria peered into her son’s eyes and regained her composure seeing his eyes stare back at her, “So another win under your belt, you must be feeling great?” she asked with keen interest.
Orlando’s face begins to turn a bright shade of red, with his hands in his pockets
“Well I would be lying if I said it wasn’t a great feeling but it’s really the kids that do the hard work and put in the effort to make it all happen.” He pauses uncertainly “Speaking of which; I’m having a little victory get together for the parents and kids, I would really appreciate it if you and your son could make it.”
She pauses for a moment and thinks to herself “Hmmm; another night alone with Enrique cooped up in the house alone or a night filled with merriment……?”
“Sure why not” she quickly responds. “Under one condition…..”
“Sure anything you want just name it?” he asked. Orlando’s facial expression betrays him and shows his overjoyed reaction at her response.
“We get some alone time to get to know each other a bit better.” Maria replied.
Orlando stood dumbfounded, as his brain tried to reboot from the bombshell that his ears just received. “Are you serious…?” he stuttered incoherently.
She grins a devilish grin and says “Did I stutter?”
He quickly grabs her hand firmly, but gently in one fell swoop and looks deep into soft hazel colored eyes as he replies “You have yourself a deal; just be sure you are at 453 Warmont Avenue for the party at 3pm.” 
As Maria turns to carry her son home, her hand falls from Orlando’s ever so slowly holding on for every last bit of contact from his skin to hers as they turn around and both go their separate ways. She can feel her pulse and heart racing as she smiles to herself and leaves the park with Enrique, while Orlando walked to his pickup truck with surprising vigor and a smile on his face that made even the sun jealous; he was off to prepare the evening’s festivities.
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Monday, March 11, 2013

Where Has The Chivalry Gone...

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Booyah bitches!!! I'm not sick anymore; and just in the nick of time because our new game arrives this week for us to review so many a hours will be pumped into it for Friday's video game review. Enough about that however because today is Monday and you are here for a random Monday blog-post ; and boy oh boy is it a eye opener. Finally got a brave female fan to step up and submit a guest blog post sharing her thoughts with the internet so i'll just let her entertain you for tonight. As always feel free to comment your thoughts and opinion in the comment section below. Well i'm outta here so see ya later...




Ladies, I am sure you all can remember a time when you were about to enter a building through a door and a man goes ahead of you and leaves the door swinging in your face, instead of holding it. Have you ever been waiting in a line and a man comes from nowhere and goes ahead of you in the line? I’m sure you all have been out with a man who doesn’t open the car door for you, or with one who drops you off at home and honks and drives away, not making sure you get in the house safely. We are living in an era where men do not see anything wrong with a woman being the head of the house. It is an apparent time of role reversals where women pay the bills, take out the man and take care of all necessary tabs. The simplest of things such as opening a car door for a lady or let her go first just because she is a lady is not practiced. Isn’t something fundamentally wrong with this?



From the beginning of time, God created the man to be in charge; to be the head of the household.  Women are supposed to see their men as powerful beings, having utmost respect for him and only God himself is loved and respected above him. How can a woman respect a man who is always dependent on her, who she has to tell the simplest of things, such as, honey please take out the garbage or if she never asks him for anything, she never receives. Doesn't a man feel less of a man when he has to depend on a woman? I feel less of a woman having to depend on anyone. There was a time when I thought, maybe something is wrong with me why I always find men who want to take from me instead of giving me things; I thought I was delusional in thinking men are supposed to take care of a woman.  As time goes by and I have discussion with other women I realize it is becoming a societal norm.  Imagine the lady in the market who has to work so hard to get her produce to sell, stays in the sun and compete with other market vendors for customers, saying she is tired of these men who want someone to take care of them. Have you ever tried picking sorrel or shelling gungo peas? Let me tell you, it is a hard task so her frustration is warranted.  Isn’t it sad when the lady who is in charge of the kitchen, whose salary is minimum wage, says she is tired of these men, all she does is give, give and give and she doesn't have any more to give? What is in the minds of men these days? Is it fine to be on the receiving end all the time?


 Maybe we women need to strap on dildos and start do the sexing too as what purpose do they really stand. Let me be fair and say there are a few gentlemen out there.  Man who treat their woman like a lady, and not only their woman but all women, as a man who is only sweet on the one he adores, is not worth having.  Statistics have shown that there are more women in college and as such women are getting better paying jobs than their male counterparts, however, some women do not have a problem dating a man who earns less than she does once he showers her with love and respect.  I am a testament to that.  My problem is feeling I am the man in the relationship as I decide when we go out as well as foot the bill; I buy you gifts on your birthday and I get nothing in return on mine. Think about it, it doesn't matter if  a woman is Bill Gates daughter whose inheritance is more than the average man will ever work in his life, every woman wants something she can brag to her friend “my honey got me this.”  Something she can look on and smile about. Something she got from someone she can be comfortable with, be herself around and don’t feel stressed every time he comes around.  A man who is always taking from you will definitely make you feel stressed when he is around you. I can remember going to the bank once and said it to a guy, who I must mention wanted to be in a relationship with me; his response was ‘bring me back five grand.’ This same individual was always asking me to top up his phone, which stupid me would do but after a while I got so annoyed. The fact is when we as females like a man, we will do anything for him, at least I would. I would max my credit card for that individual. I have offered a man an all-expense paid trip to Vegas; I have thrown a very elaborate surprise party for my male love. I can’t say what I have gotten in return from any of these guys but a hard dick. There are women who are selfish and who might have hurt men in the most cruel of ways. However, it is never fair to let the good suffer for the mistakes of the bad. Yes there are women who only talk to men for money or for what they can get but I am sure you can differentiate the opportunistic from the genuine. A woman would be very beastly to be with a man who is the perfect gentleman to her, lavishing her with gifts, giving her allowances and then he falls on hard times and she is in a position in which she can help him and she walks away. Nothing is wrong with a woman helping her man, but to be the one who is always giving, that is a curse.


At the end of the day everyone needs love. We are to love the person for who the person is and not what we can achieve by being with them or get from the person. Psychologist will tell you that financial reason is one of the main reasons why relationships fail. I’m sure if Mother Teresa got married, she wouldn't want a man that she was taking care of all the time. He spends weekends with you, you take up the tab, you spend weekends with him, and you take up the tab. If you are both professionals where is the rationale in that? If you have to hide your finances from a man, move on.  Why do you have to put the gas in YOUR CAR for him to drive? Why is it that if you go to Negril for a weekend he travels with an empty pocket and you have to do the spending? Who really is the man or the one wearing the pants here? If a man wants to be in a relationship with lady and she asks him to take her somewhere and the first thing he can say is, you have to buy the gas. Now tell me, why does he think she would still consider him a partner? Is it worth having a man who wants to see you look fabulous but you can’t get money to go the hairdresser from him?  It takes cash to care. After dating a number of guys I have come to the realization that the home in which an individual is brought up will influence the way he/she cares for their partner. If a man is brought up with both parents, the way daddy treats mommy with care and respect will be what he emulates. If he was brought up in a single parent home with mommy taking care of him, rest assured he will always be a mama’s boy expecting you to take care of his every need. I dated a guy who was verbally abusive; he spoke to me like I was a bad behaving pet. His brother heard him talking to me like that and said he can’t believe that he expects me to stay with him when he behaves like that, daddy treated mommy like that and she didn't stay so why does he expect you to stay. I was taken aback because we dated for over five years and I could never understand his behavior and then suddenly his brother brought everything into perspective. I used to say to him, my parents are still together and I didn't grow up in an abusive home so how dare you talk to me like that, not knowing he was brought up in an abusive home. Sadly, people live what they learn


Parents are supposed to play a more integral role in culturing their male child into being a good man and fathers should set an example. The best example a father can give to his child is living the life. A few months ago, a male associate of mine said the only thing he spends on is gas for his car and buying that is by choice. A few days later, he said his rent needed paying and he asked his lady for the money but she refused to give him so he is going to ask his mother to call her,  and ask for it because she will listen to mommy.  He did say she is not someone he could be with long term because her personality wasn't to his liking. After the demise of that relationship what will be his expectation of another woman? Women do spoil these men and make it bad for other women who want a gentleman and not a scrub. It is time we go back to founding principles of the man being head of the home. Men need to play their role and allow women to play theirs.  Women will never respect a man who she feels depends on her for his survival. I wear skirts and undies and want to continue feeling that feminine way. I am sure most women echo my sentiments.





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Monday, March 4, 2013

Yeah; I Kinda Been Sick

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So kinda been sick all weekend right back till now, was kinda busy coughing up blood and overall just feeling shitty. slowly but surely back on the road to recovery but not quite there as yet. As such I don't have the energy nor mental capacity to string together a proper random Monday blog post. I was supposed to have a guest post by a lovely female but that is still in the works so I beg your indulgence and as for you to wait till next Monday by when it should be all ready. So please do feel free to go check out some of our previous blog posts about whatever topic strikes your fancy. Or you can go to our Facebook page (https://www.facebook.com/Zalgo.Cometh) and see some of the content we offer there for your entertainment. Here's a taste of what you can look forward to...

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Monday, January 28, 2013

It's A Lazy Monday

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Hey y'all it's Monday; I know everyone hates Monday's but I hope my blog can be at least one good thing you can look forward to on a Monday. Today i'm going to switch things up a bit; some people close to me might have seen this already while to others this will be a new experience. Today I will be sharing a bit of myself with you as I let you read a story I wrote once upon a time ago. I'm hoping you like it and its something that will pull you in for an enjoyable ride; i'm thinking i'll let you have the first two pages and you can comment if you liked it or not and that will determine if I post another two pages or more. Honestly I was supposed to write about "changes" today but work has be run down and tired so I don't want to write something I don't put my all into for you guys.




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It was the summer of 2009; if hell was the hottest place imaginable to the mind, then living through this heat was as close as one could get being alive. It was a blisteringly hot evening, as had become the norm during this summer heat wave that had taken hold of Japan. People walking, would randomly look up as if looking to see the sky open up and quench the earth with a shower of rain to take the intense heat away; but sadly the more they looked up, the hotter it seemed to get. From the school kids with the opened blazers and hiked up skirts, to the business men with unbuttoned collars, to the senior citizens with battery operated portable hand fans; everyone was doing their best to deal with the sweltering heat.
As Nika walked off the sidewalk and into the train station, the rousing aroma of fallen cherry blossoms scattered on the ground and being trampled upon by the heavy flow of pedestrians lingered on her olfactory system. She had grown accustomed to that sweet aroma, but the heat that accompanied it was not as pleasurable. It had been four years since she had moved to Japan; yet it all felt so foreign to her. As she stood there on the train platform waiting for the 4 p.m. train to Kyoto, she thought to undo the top two buttons of her blouse to help cool down a bit. She began to gently place her custom-made brown leather attaché down by her feet; but as she did so and began to unbutton her collar, she noticed a small group of men just coming from work; no doubt heading to a karaoke bar in Kyoto watching her and conversing amongst each other. This behavior in and of itself was nothing new to Nika; she had started maturing both mentally and physically at a very young age and as such began to inadvertently command the attention of the opposite sex. Normally she would go along and give a little show and tease them to wet their appetite but with all the heat and her day at work she just didn't feel like it, she just wanted to get on the Shinkansen to Kyoto and relax for a bit on her way home. As the Shinkansen rumbled into the station right on time, she just scoffed at the group of men as she took up her attaché; and proceeded to board the train.
Inside the train was air-conditioned; a perfect haven for those trying to get away from the hot summer heat wave that had Japan in its fiery grasp. Everywhere you looked, you could see people showing signs of fatigue from the relentless heat and a wide array of ways to try and cope with the heat. As Nika sat there in her seat on the crowded Shinkansen going into Kyoto; she couldn’t help but drift off into the depths of her mind. As she sat there seemingly staring out the window of the train admiring the rapidly passing foliage; no one could tell that this young lady was actually deep in thought, replaying the major events of the past eight years of her life  that had inevitably led her to the current path she had chosen to walk down. 
This was the only time that she had to herself; this daily train ride reflection was her ritualistic means of introspection after another boring day at work pretending to be something she was not. She longed for the day when she could be herself and not have to be something she was not; it was as if everyday a little piece of her died and was swept away with the hustle and bustle of the city. Always having to be alert and have a watchful eye for occurrences outside of the norm that might indicate they had gone back on the agreement. With a sudden jerk, the Shinkansen started to pull out of the station and begin its journey cross country to Kyoto; Nika placed her attaché underneath her seat and leaned back on the soft cushiony train seat. And so the ritual began; her dance with the past as she strolled down memory lane, wondering just what exactly had gotten her into this predicament.
Was it the fact that she had been an average girl but suddenly skyrocketed into the spotlight of popularity when she hit puberty, or maybe it was her parents who could never say no to her adorable little face growing up? Whatever it was, she had grown into a strong willed and manipulative woman that always knew exactly what she wanted and how to get it. She had always been that way since high school, she was head cheerleader, head of the science club and upon graduation school and district valedictorian. Nika in one form or another was always commanding the respect or attention of her peers around her, whether through academia or through envy.
As she sat there mulling over the endless possibilities that had gotten her to this stage in her life, she couldn’t help but dwindle on the memory of Brett Davis. His piercing blue eyes and beach blonde bowl cut hair, he was the intellectual type but somehow he had the body of an athlete. He was the type of man to always be punctual, whether for work or recreation, never to be seen slovenly dressed or displaying outlandish and boorish behavior. Brett held him-self accountable to high standards, he set for himself both in and out of the workplace. He stood at a whopping 6 feet 2 inches and you felt like a small plant in his presence. His charming and witty demeanor lifted you to his level so you never viewed him as overbearing or felt inferior to him. He was what many would call a man’s man, at first glance you would be wary if not intimidated by his demeanor as he commanded a high level of respect as soon as he entered any room, however once you engaged him in conversation it was easy to tell that he meant you no ill will and was an excellent conversationalist. Brett flipped her world eight years ago to the day; but its presence in her mind felt like it had just happened yesterday...

So what do you guys think of my story...?
(more to come possibly)

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Tuesday, January 15, 2013

ONE LOVE: JAMAICAN BLOGGER TAG

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So yeah I got tagged by this idle ass niggah named Alwayne AlterEgo Brown who runs a blog called theincompleteid10t so now i'm obligated to do this and help spread the fame and wealth of blogging around for one and all. Above you can find the most Jamaican picture of myself that I own; honestly not much of a Jamaican except by birth cause mostly grew up overseas. I'm kinda like a double stuffed Oreo at this point, where i'm only black on the outside but everything on the inside is white, from my personality to my speech to my choice in foods and music. So excited I got to share; lets find out what this Jamaican Blogger Tag is all about...




The rules for this tag:
· Title your post “One Love: Jamaican Blogger Tag”
· Link back to the blogger who tagged you
· Copy and paste the rules at the beginning of your tag.
· Copy and paste the questions as well so readers know what’s going on.
· Answer the questions because quite frankly questions were made to be answered
· Tag seven other Jamaican Bloggers to continue the trend. (this is not gonna happen cause I really don't even know that many Jamaican bloggers to be honest.)

The questions are as follows:
1) Why did you give your blog its name? (If it is named directly after you, try and make your answer interesting. eg: Did you feel nervous at all about putting your name out there? Did you just lack creativity at the time?)
2) Why did you start blogging and why do you blog now?
3) Do you think being Jamaican influences your blogging style?
4) What do you think about the increase in Bloggers in Jamaica?
5) What is your favourite thing about being Jamaican?
6) Ackee and salt-fish or “ (mackerel) run down”?
7) Stew peas or stew chicken?
8) Tastee Patties, Juici Beef Patties or Mother’s?
9) Pantucky or KFC?
10) What do you hope to be the future of blogging in Jamaica?


So now that we have that out of the way:

1) Why did you give your blog its name?
Honestly i'm a sucker for alliteration. I think its a pretty cool literary device and it takes a bit of skill to implement at times but it helps to have a large vocabulary. So that was just my little bit of fun; but a better example of alliteration would be this video; shit gets real around the 0:35 second mark.




2) Why did you start blogging and why do you blog now?
It was always something I was interested in because I like to write but kept putting it off because of laziness. Granted my grammar sucks at times; I usually wrote creative short stories from time to time, but as time marched on over the years I wrote less and less. Eventually I only found myself writing when I had no access to the internet or a video game. Anyone who knows me in real life knows that this is a rarity. So when I tried to apply for a job as a video game journalist and they told me I needed to have a blog or online presence that demonstrated my use of  the craft I kind of took that as the proverbial fire under my ass that I needed to get started. Currently I still maintain blogging because I have come to amass a small following of sorts. People count on me to provide them with either something entertaining or a bit of gaming news to help them out. Gaming is a priority always and forever and it is important that I carry on providing people with an outlet to experience it and other important life lessons.


3) Do you think being Jamaican influences your blogging style?
Nope cause like I mentioned before i'm pretty much a white boy on the inside. I usually joke about it but I would reckon i'm more Canadian in nature than Jamaican at this point. After living there all these years and meshing with the culture and people I find myself very happy and at peace there. So yeah moving right along...

4) What do you think about the increase in Bloggers in Jamaica?
I think its a pretty cool thing; its a step in the right direction showing we are moving forwards as far as social media and technology are concerned and that's always a good thing. As a third world country its good to know we are making strides to at least keep up with growing and emerging trends on the world stage. The tools are there to be used; its just the people that have to find the desire to use them for the greater good.

5) What is your favorite thing about being Jamaican?
I think that would probably be my easy going nature. I think that is a typical staple point of Jamaica on a whole because of our way of life here we aren't as stressed out or frantic with the dealings of everyday life. Through this demeanor we are able to overcome most if not all trials and tribulations we are faced with. That would be my diplomatic and proper answer to that question. My honest answer however would be the lack of copyright laws here that enable us to freely download any and everything from the internet.




6) Ackee and salt-fish or “ (mackerel) run down”?
Definitely Ackee and Saltfish cause it has way more substance and taste than 'run down' has to me. Feel free to cast your own opinions after clicking the links of both.

7) Stew peas or stew chicken?
Stew peas without a doubt. BEEF > CHICKEN all day every day. CASE CLOSED!!!

8) Tastee Patties, Juici Beef Patties or Mother’s?
This is a highly debatable topic and many a time I have had this conversation, for those who don't know what a patty is feel free to check this link out. Now to the matter at hand; Mothers is the poor people's patty restaurant of choice but because of this their food is of an inferior quality. All their food is of a paler color which i link to the aforementioned point as well as their patties have a papery taste/feel to them. Tastee patties are OK for the most part but they are flat, they don't have much sense of them being a baked item where the flour rose while being baked. A perfect example of this is their coco bread which while big and good value for your money is flat and more like unleavened bread instead of being soft and airy like you would expect baked dough to be. So our winner is Juici Beef; while they may seem the most expensive you pay for the quality of service and goods that are being served to you.

Now Thats Juici Beef Goodness

9) Pantucky or KFC?
Neither to be honest if possible. Yes le gasp I know; a black guy that doesn't like fried chicken or such. Such a travesty but oh well; I kinda have a phobia of bones I guess you would call it. Ever since I was a kid I always hated bones and would always waste the chicken and get cussed out by my parents so I kinda just stopped eating chicken unless its like the Breast which is mostly meat and minimal bone so I can just peel off the big chunk of meat and eat that. However just in-case I had to pick on I would choose KFC cause they sell Popcorn Chicken and Zingers which have no bones.

10) What do you hope to be the future of blogging in Jamaica?
Honestly just that it becomes a more recognized and appreciated form of journalism. Maybe even companies taking an interest in buying ad space on blog sites to reach their target demographics more or such. Hopefully maybe even having a personal blog can be used on a resume as more than just a hobby but instead be seen as practical work experience.


Let The Tagging Begin


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Monday, September 24, 2012

Just Gonna Let These Gentlemen Handle This

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Well its Monday so you knows we gotta talk about some shit that everyone can relate to but mostly more something for the ladies to read that isn't video game related. First thing i'm going to mention is something I just saw. I feel like its something that most should know but need to be reminded from time to time about, so i'm going to say a few words about it and let you see what I saw that made me want to share it with y'all. So first of all...


That ladies is how you make your significant other feel whenever it is that you deny him the pleasure of  enjoying your body/company/vagina/comfort/presence/etc. Mostly when it is that we want sex and you aren't in the mood though. Now no one is saying that you are obliged or being forced to carry out any of the aforementioned because it is your body after all and you are a loved and respected partner in the relationship. What instead we ask is for you to understand the simple mechanics behind a relationship and how men see certain aspects of a relationship as such. As a man in the relationship we see ourselves having certain duties that we need to fulfill, common ones are being there for you, providing for as many of your needs as possible, defending your honor if needs be etc. A woman also has similar duties/responsibilities comfort, adoration, sex, cooking and so on and so forth. These things have been long since established by society and are not to be taken as disrespectful gender roles but instead as loving guidelines to a happy relationship. Now we all know circumstances are a bitch and things wont always go the intended way but at the end of the day one does not simply walk into Mordor (shoutouts to the LOTR fans out there). So both parties need to understand this first and foremost but what causes a source of contention is when circumstances get more commonplace than the norm which is to be taking place. Hopefully by now I have enlightened you to live a better life with your partner or I have sufficiently confused the fuck out of you. If its the latter fear not as not all men were created equal so let me allow someone else to explain it to the ladies and conversely men as well for it applies to both so to speak.



So yeah; that was courtesy of Trabass_TV. You can follow him on twitter and subscribe to his youtube channel; he is a pretty cool dude. So with that over and done with lets go on to the next one...



With all that touchy-feely stuff out the way I want to talk about perception for a bit. Perception; the ability to see, hear, or become aware of something through the senses. In essence i'm mostly focusing on common sense in this case. If you can perceive yourself as anything what would it be? Many different answers may come from asking this but the real question is do you perceive yourself as a noun or a verb? Or maybe what you question is not how you perceive yourself but truth be told how you want other people to perceive you. This probably doesn't make much sense to you right now but just bear with me for a sec and keep that in mind; after watching this next video it should all make sense.



Ding ding ding!!! So back to what we were saying before; whatever answer you came up with initially what are you actually doing to make that perception a reality for others to see. What makes you personify that which you believe in so dearly? I hope you really took what he said to heart because as much as its funny its pretty much true and its something we each have to look into ourselves and ask. Anywhore this has been your moment of clarity; I command you now to go forth and bring the word of reason to many other still lost in the sea of laziness. Ideally you would be getting a visit from your future self to tell you at some point in your future to shape up and be less of a failure, but since we aren't sure if time travel is gonna be invented lets just skip all that and get cracking on making our future self as awesome as possible.


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